POEMS

"I remain human... for the most part."

- Camille (League of Legends)

I have realized I write alot about my feelings in my notes app on my telephone. Find these little expressive writings that explore my mind here.

Slight content warning; mental illness, abuse, trauma, etc.

SINUOUS REALITY

by Elisus Swans

we sink or swim.

forever thrashing in water.

with the suffering dragging us under,

why did we swallow a sinuous reality?

TAKE A SLICE

by Elisus Swans

take a slice of my soul.

i'll deal with the emptiness,

the rage that will wrap and writhe within its place.

i'll deal with the suffering,

the seek for sleep for something that screams within my wide waters.

i'll deal with the darkness,

the disrepair and decay that grasps me in the gloom and shakes me by the shoulders.

i'll deal,

i'll deal.

take a slice of my soul

and satiate yourself.

i'll deal,

i'll deal.

FEEL

by Elisus Swans

do you feel it?

scratching away at your surface,

scurrying beneath your eyelids,

screaming silent at the back of your brain,

suffocating inbetween neglected body and soul.

do you feel it?

the sound of dull tapping on the glass of the goldfish tank,

the slow twist to contort and constrict your spine,

the sorrow gripping into your skin;

pulling leaving receded gums,

the sinking of self as you submerge never to grow again.

do you feel it?